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diedeliberately: dissociation (forsythia 123)

voice; un: whitman (post-june event)

[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-01 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[June was hard on Neil. It's really no mystery as to why he's been locked inside of his house the past few days. It isn't until those wishes fade, the crystal growth stops, that he dares stick his head outside his door again. Flat is, of course, the first person he thinks of (aside from, perhaps, Charlie, but Neil shares a room with him).

[He calls, oddly nervous, waiting for the line to be picked up.]
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[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-02 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Flat often says unsettling things as if they aren't unsettling. Neil can't even manage a fake laugh back in response.]

Yeah. I am. You are too. I'm glad...

Are...you alright, though? [He sounds alright.]
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[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-03 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Charlie and I didn't change. Thank God for that, but...

[. . .]

Flat, when I ask if you're alright, I mean...are you alright? With everything going on, with how terrible it all is...

[Where is he going with this? Surely, he's not the only one who-]

Even though I'm alive, I'm really not...feeling alright. No.
Edited 2025-07-03 02:48 (UTC)
diedeliberately: (forsythia 33)

he may not be a mage or a human but what he IS is my pookie

[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-04 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Right... [He can tend to forget, at times, just how different the lives he and Flat have lived have been.]

You're right. Sorry, I'm just- [He interrupts himself so he won't lose it.] Anyway, yes. Yes, I'd love for you to come by. Please?
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[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-05 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Neil is in the living room, waiting for that knock. Charlie is passed out upstairs. Neil wouldn't leave his side otherwise. He pulls the door open, smiling softly at his friend, and stepping aside to let him in.]

Heya, Flat. It's good to see you.
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[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-06 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Neil's eyebrows shoot up as his face is squished, any melancholy overtaken by pure surprise. When Flat lets go, he so much as laughs, albeit weak. They make their way into the house and Neil...hesitates.

[He is alright physically. He wasn't, but he is now.

[He's not necessarily eager to tell Flat about his deal with Chisaki. He hasn't even told Charlie yet.]

I'm alright. I was lucky.
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I should ask a friend (eren)

[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-08 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[He didn't get turned into a zombie, he didn't die, and...he had arguably the worst month of his life. Flat is right...]

Yeah. It does.

Even now that it's over, I still can't relax. It's in my head...
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[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-13 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
Flat- [Notes are being written, hands are being clapped, they're...going out.

[Neil can't exactly argue. He's afraid, but he's surely not that afraid. All that mess... It's over now, isn't it?

[They start moving toward the entryway. Neil can only offer a helpless:]

Where do you want to go...?
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[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-16 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
[I'm not very good at comforting people, yet he swallows his own impulsivities to ensure Neil is comfortable. When Neil takes Flat's hand, he can't help but squeeze it a bit.]

No. You're right. I'll be alright. [He...

[Takes a breath. Nods his head. Smiles, tight.] Really.
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[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-18 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Somehow, Neil had had a feeling. It just seemed the natural place to go, somehow; familiar, frightening all the same (it had been in that carefree, perfect way).

[Still, he glances at Flat as they walk, hands still intertwined (is it normal to hold hands this long?).]

What did you have in mind with this old place? You don't have Charlie waiting upstairs to jump out and scare me, do you?

[Just a joke. He almost wishes Charlie was with them, but he's always wishing for Charlie. They do work well as a trio...]
diedeliberately: smile (forsythia 55)

[personal profile] diedeliberately 2025-07-25 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Neil doesn't bother mentioning that it was only a joke. Flat missing the point is part of his charm, and Neil feels desperately fond. He follows his friend dutifully up to the top of the watch tower, though, normally, he's used to taking the lead in situations like this.]

I think it's already helping. [Somehow. Maybe just because Flat thought it worth trying.]

You're right. It is a special place.