i only meant it as far as it applied to a grail war, nothing else. you're more human than a lot of people, for better or for worse.
but i hurt you. for that i've failed in my promise to you. i'm not afraid of the part of you that killed me in the dream. i'm not afraid of what it could do to me. i offer the option to sever our bond only because i broke my word. it's not worth much because i am such a broken beast, but i care about you. i want you to be comfortable. you're obviously not comfortable around me right now and i wouldn't be surprised if you never were again.
well that makes one of us. im very afraid. but not of you! i am
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not angry. and disappointed sounds like i’m a teacher. i guess i’m upset? but i’m not afraid of you. if i’m human then you’re twice the human i am. and not just because you are a giant lol. broken beast sounds so dramatic yknow?
the other me, well, its not that it dislikes you. i think it just sees you as unnecessary at best and a threat at worst. it would love to break the bond, but just because it’s not a good thing for it.
...you are welcome to come back if you ever feel like it.
[ He's not too good with the whole dealing with his emotions thing. He's not dealing well with what happened now. ]
i suppose if it wants the bond broken, then i won't do it, just to spite it for what it did. i don't want to lose you as a bonded...but as i said, it's your choice to make, not mine.
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but i hurt you. for that i've failed in my promise to you. i'm not afraid of the part of you that killed me in the dream. i'm not afraid of what it could do to me. i offer the option to sever our bond only because i broke my word. it's not worth much because i am such a broken beast, but i care about you. i want you to be comfortable. you're obviously not comfortable around me right now and i wouldn't be surprised if you never were again.
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not angry. and disappointed sounds like i’m a teacher. i guess i’m upset? but i’m not afraid of you. if i’m human then you’re twice the human i am. and not just because you are a giant lol. broken beast sounds so dramatic yknow?
the other me, well, its not that it dislikes you. i think it just sees you as unnecessary at best and a threat at worst. it would love to break the bond, but just because it’s not a good thing for it.
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[ He's not too good with the whole dealing with his emotions thing. He's not dealing well with what happened now. ]
i suppose if it wants the bond broken, then i won't do it, just to spite it for what it did. i don't want to lose you as a bonded...but as i said, it's your choice to make, not mine.
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i want the best for you too.
i guess that what i'm trying to to get at is that
well
i might end up hurting you? well. not me. the other me. and i mean hurting you for real. and that's kind of scary.
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