He was already in a horrible state of mind. Not even wanting to fight...you saw that, today, in the beginning. You do realize the consequences of that poison of yours, yes?
[But now his eyebrows furrow. There's a pause. Yes. He has to say it.]
Speaking of Kaeya...I wish to tell you something. I have kept your secret, sharing it only with Kotetsu, and Kotetsu alone. I have sworn him to secrecy. I do not plan to share it with others. But...
[A pause.]
He wants to hear from the person who poisoned Mr. Rochalizo. He wants an explanation. And if you worry, he is a man who will listen, and will not jump to anger. I, of course, am not you. But I recommend reaching out to him.
The man's in pain over killing a friend, after all.
You said it like you just only thought about it right now!
[AHHHHHHHHHHH]
Anyways, that's my task to you. Tomorrow is a new world, and you will have time to get your words in order. All the man wants is to hear from you. You can decide not to talk to him, but...it would put the man's torment at rest.
Don't....say it like that. Goodness. Tell him that it was specifically non-lethal to begin with, and explain what you just told me, that you gave him the offer to throw it up after you gave it to him and he said no. Do you want to come off as terrible as possible?
Regardless, the man will be mad at you, but. He will listen.
Yes, Mr. Escardos, usually when you tell someone that "sorry I poisoned him, I didn't think he would suffer that much" it does come across as rather blase towards the whole situation. It's rather like saying "sorry I put a bullet in your leg, it was in your leg so obviously it wasn't THAT deadly".
[flat you are SO MUCH]
That, I cannot say. I am not Kaeya. But he will respect you for it.
You get my point, Mr. Escardos. You don't want to point out that you had no idea it would hurt so badly when you were giving him something that did, indeed, hurt him badly.
[He sighs.]
I do. He is a noble man and will put aside emotions for reason. He is not someone like Xie Lian, for example, who despite what he says, lets his anger get the better of him.
[SOMEONE IS STILL!! A BIT UPSET OVER THINGS but he does just. sigh at himself, a little.]
Pardon me for that last part. I was out of line. Xie Lian is a incredibly respectable man who has every right to be angry, but...he does approach things differently than Kaeya, I feel. [He frowns.] But yes, I would feel the same way. What I'm trying to say is that is that he is not rash. He may be angry, but he he will appreciate that you reached out to him, instead of hiding away.
[he WILL he is just SAD OVER EVERYTHING EVER it has BEEN A WEEK]
...Yes. Yes, you did. I will not mince words. But you can learn from this. And keep going. We need you at your best, not your worst. So if you can acknowledge you did wrong...then that's the first step towards fixing things.
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[He snaps, but he just lets it settle, disgruntled.]
But at least you should have given him the decency to know what was going on, if you were planning on telling him afterwards.
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I mean...no one's going to choose to be poisoned...
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[He looks tired.]
He was already in a horrible state of mind. Not even wanting to fight...you saw that, today, in the beginning. You do realize the consequences of that poison of yours, yes?
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today.
flat looks down again at his hands, and nods. of course he knows what the poison was meant to do; better than anyone else.
when he speaks, it's soft. ]
I didn't expect Kaeya to drag it out that long.
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[Then all that happened. Ha.]
[But now his eyebrows furrow. There's a pause. Yes. He has to say it.]
Speaking of Kaeya...I wish to tell you something. I have kept your secret, sharing it only with Kotetsu, and Kotetsu alone. I have sworn him to secrecy. I do not plan to share it with others. But...
[A pause.]
He wants to hear from the person who poisoned Mr. Rochalizo. He wants an explanation. And if you worry, he is a man who will listen, and will not jump to anger. I, of course, am not you. But I recommend reaching out to him.
The man's in pain over killing a friend, after all.
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Oh. I was thinking of sending a letter to Rochalízo but...I guess I should apologize to him too.
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[PLEASE HE IS TIRED]
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[AHHHHHHHHHHH]
Anyways, that's my task to you. Tomorrow is a new world, and you will have time to get your words in order. All the man wants is to hear from you. You can decide not to talk to him, but...it would put the man's torment at rest.
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[ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAhHhHh ]
I mean, I'll...I'll do my best! I'll say that I'm really sorry and that I didn't think that he would suffer that much.
[ flat isn't evil. it's that he lacks empathy and goes into a disassociative state and commits attrocities. ]
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Don't....say it like that. Goodness. Tell him that it was specifically non-lethal to begin with, and explain what you just told me, that you gave him the offer to throw it up after you gave it to him and he said no. Do you want to come off as terrible as possible?
Regardless, the man will be mad at you, but. He will listen.
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[ HE LOOKS GENUINELY SHOCKED BY THIS???????
and the idea of apologizing and having him still be mad at him... ]
Do you think he'll forgive me?
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[flat you are SO MUCH]
That, I cannot say. I am not Kaeya. But he will respect you for it.
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[ he doesn't see the problem but apparently there is one. how does he sound less..."blasé"?
the second part doesn't give him much comfort either, actually. ]
Do you think so?
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[He sighs.]
I do. He is a noble man and will put aside emotions for reason. He is not someone like Xie Lian, for example, who despite what he says, lets his anger get the better of him.
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he thinks about it, and shakes his head. he knows how angry Xie Lian was during the execution, but... ]
I don't mind if he's angry at me, though. I'd really prefer that over someone hiding their opinion of me.
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Pardon me for that last part. I was out of line. Xie Lian is a incredibly respectable man who has every right to be angry, but...he does approach things differently than Kaeya, I feel. [He frowns.] But yes, I would feel the same way. What I'm trying to say is that is that he is not rash. He may be angry, but he he will appreciate that you reached out to him, instead of hiding away.
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but flat stays silent for a moment, mulling over it. ]
I'll...try. I mean, hopefully before Rochalízo tells everyone else.
[ he sighs deeply, running a hand through his hair. ]
I messed up really bad, didn't I?
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...Yes. Yes, you did. I will not mince words. But you can learn from this. And keep going. We need you at your best, not your worst. So if you can acknowledge you did wrong...then that's the first step towards fixing things.